November Rain





 The rainy season is here once more!  Signalling a near end to the 2011 year cycle. A year filled with turmoil and unexpected challenges, i wish for a more calmer and more stagnant new year - because all these unexpected events makes me feel so tired! A very depressing experience! = I will try my best not to catch any silly climate illness. People are walking around me with red noses and heavy heads. The sudden rise and drop of temperatures are taking it's toll on our health. The rain also prompted us to go out less and stay at home more. Listening to the rain trickling outside while bunking in beds wrapped up in our blankets and quilts....couldn't think of anything more wonderfull than that. - and how about some music to soothe the mood?  There are many rain theme songs out there; from "Kiss The Rain" by Roxette or the infamous "Umbrella" by Rihanna, we should have our own favourite rain song...right?       



This is my Rain song; SID-RAIN



June’s lies and the truth in front of my eyes are put away in sepia tones...

Nestling close to one another, warmth;  I don’t understand those things anymore...


“You’ll be fine on your own… right?” you said, forcing it upon me and then you said goodbye...


If it’s going to be that kind of consolation then I should be tired of hearing it by now...


Endlessly ringing; the merciless memories seem to have no intention of forgiving me,


If i close my eyes they will only grow surrounding me at a distance you laugh...


Will the rain ever stop, I wonder?
For a pretty long time now it’s been cold...


Why does the rain choose me?
Why does it choose me who has nowhere to escape to?


Time intrudes on the new morning I finally found, the direction I face is not the future...


I kept chasing after the past...


You, who gave me a new start by your consolations...and the hateful and cowardly me,


It’s about time… Fumbling, my troubles spill down my tired cheeks...


Eyes that don’t want to know the past and fingers that can wash it all away; Scars heal at a gentle pace; at an unreachable distance that seems to be within reach...


Will the rain ever stop, I wonder?
For a pretty long time now it’s been cold...


Why does the rain choose me?
I wonder if it’s ok to let it cover me...


The rain keeps on falling today as well knowing no end,
While we quietly nestle together under the umbrella I hold...

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